Not myself

Nothing is as it was a few months ago, not even my brain. I feel like I just opened my eyes and I'm under water and I don't know which way is up. In the last five months, I got a new job and moved into a new house. My comfort zone is no where to be found and I feel like i missed a step somewhere, even if there is no instruction manual on life in your twenties. If I don't wake up soon, I'll lose any control I have left. Maybe this is a good thing?